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The Beginning of a Young Entrepreneur

Hey You,  What have you been up to lately? It’s been a few days, maybe even weeks - since we’ve last talked. My life has been .... honestly, the same so far for the past month or two. Ever since I got back from my Vietnam trip, it’s been nothing but work almost everyday. Isn’t it crazy how people think America is so great? Yet it’s literally a land of work slaves who follow a 9-5 job. Haven’t you even seen people who literally put their grandparents into nursing homes after they’re old just so they can collect the property or income that’s left behind?  It’s so sad. From the moment you are born in America, you are forced into going to school- in which they provide as a “free public education”. Yet, although it may sound so good to be true, it’s a nightmare. Without you even knowing you, you are forced and taught to learn basically how to become an employee in the real world. You grow up with the same question being asked countless of times of “what do you want to be when you grow u
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Feeling Lost - Quarter Life Crisis

Hey You,                                                                                                                          March 27, 2019 What have you been up to lately? Have you been doing the same thing these past few weeks? Has anything changed in your life? Anything new? Lately, I've been feeling down- as if i'm lost. My life is great, don't get me wrong. I have my own little apartment, I got a new Mercedes, I make decent money, and a wonderful boyfriend- life is good. But yet, somehow, I still feel like something's missing. Lately, I’ve been a little deeper in my thoughts. Thinking to my life’s purpose and what else needs to be done. I have great things in my life yet, somehow, it’s not enough. I feel like I need to soul search. Meditate. Go to the temple. Look into Buddha or something beyond. I want a path of happiness. Have you ever thought about dropping all responsibilities and just wanting to explore the world? I never get those people who are co
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The Truth About Me

Hey You, You ever have those bad mornings where you just wake up on the wrong side of the bed, you feel cranky and annoyed, then it seems like nothing in the world is going correctly? I'm literally  having one of those days today. Where everyone and every little things seems to bother me. Where outside is a beautiful day yet, to me, it's too bright and sunny. Lately, I've been drowning in my own thoughts. It's always better and easier for me to seem positive and act as if everything is okay, when deep down it really isn't. I can be the person who you come to for life advice and motivation yet, I'm a hypocrite when it comes to my own words. I don't do as I say and I don't follow through. Did you know it's actually really hard for me to stay slim? I'd work out for a few weeks then end up right back where I started. I always seem to have an excuse for something as my negative thoughts start to cloud my judgment. I don't really eat healthy
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What's your purpose in life?

Hey You, It's currently 5:53pm as I'm sitting in my little server station, behind our black curtain, patiently waiting for customers to come in. Today has been on the chilly side. Therefore, when it's cold out, not many sushi eaters stop by. If you aren't aware by now, I'm a server. Well, technically, I do almost everything here since it's my family's sushi restaurant. Does that surprise you that I'm a server? Maybe it does, maybe it doesn't. Regardless, I'm not ashamed of who I am. I work for and with my family. Currently, it is now 3:46pm as I'm eating a spicy tuna, sitting, once again, in my little server station. Yesterday, as I was trying to write this blog, we had some customers who came in. Ever since then, we were busy all the way until 11pm at night. I meant to come back to write. However, the moment I got home and ate, I was pooped. Have you ever questioned your life? Like, actually think hard and why you were put here on this
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What I've Learned So Far

Hey You, Did you know, when someone says to "love yourself a little bit more" that it actually means to care more about your health and life? I saw a post the other day that said "fake it until you make it. You have to act, think, and feel as if you are already in the position you want to be in. Think about the things you would do if you were to be in that position, then do it". It was something along the lines of that. Love Yourself first.  Loving yourself actually means putting yourself before others. You have to love yourself enough to spend time and money on you . Often times, people are worried about hanging out with friends on the weekends, having to pay bills, or planning meet ups with family. With all these events, your hands are completely tied and your planner is overflowed- you have no time at all for you. Imagine if you had three friends over and you want to pour a drink for all of you. However, you only have three cups. You have to make a sacrifice
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When I Was 18

Hey You, Isn't it crazy how time flies by so fast? In the blink of an eye, six years have passed. When you're a kid, you think you have all the time in the world. You have a lot of free time to do as you feel and not have to worry about anything that will stress you out. When I was 18, I had just started college. I graduated in the year 2014, a year early, when I was 17. I had such an amazing plan that I thought I was going to follow through with. The initial plan was because I had graduated a year early, I was able to start college a year earlier than expected as well and get ahead of the game. I did the math and if I were to stay in school, I would have my Associate's Degree when I turned 22 years old- my birthday is in October so I turned 18 the year I graduated from high school. I wanted to do two years at a community college to save money, taking the basic classes that were needed. Then I would do another two years in Korea- where at the same time, I'd be teach
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Living the American Dream .. or Should I Say "American Nightmare"

Hey You, How is your morning today? I woke up late today- exhausted and could not get out of bed. I went to sleep at 1AM last night and was planning to wake up at either 5:30AM or 6:00AM. Obviously that did not happen. These blogs give me a sense of fun and purpose. The personal things I have to say, I like to right them into my journal. If I am too lazy to write, I would just type of a rant into my "notes" section of my phone. I never really understood school as a kid. Like, why did we have to go? Why did we have to drive in the white lines of the road? Why do we have to watch a colored light to tell us when to go and when to stop? As I am getting older, I am starting to understand everything a little bit better. I now know that it is all for order. The greatest thing about America is the fact that we have free public education that is provided by the government. We all have the freedom to do whatever we want, find what ever job we would like, and even sign up for heal
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